1.7.11

It's going to be an intense night of blogging, people. It's Friday night and I'm home by 9. This is pathetic. It's all due to stupid fights. I hate fighting, but I especially hate fighting when I know I'm right. And then I just continue to argue. It's stupid. But that's why I'm home by 9. I don't understand why there is nothing good on TV on Friday nights. I guess it's because most people are out and about. But still, that's no reason for TV to be shit. I typically watch MTV, but Texas Chainsaw Massacre is on. I really don't like scary movies, but I'm always up for watching them with a guy (: In fact, the last time I did watch it was with a special guy. But not tonight, because I'm alone.

I've been thinking a lot about stuff. Just random thoughts. I always think about the past. I remember little details of past crushes and it really makes me wonder, do you remember too? I kind of think that only girls remember these little things. With the past comes thoughts about things you want to change. I think back to my life in high school and I would change countless things. But I can't, so I can only make those changes for the future. Everything is going to change when I go away.

So I've determined a goal. Since I began my diet 3 days ago, I've been thinking of a time goal. Usually it's Spring Break, but I'm not going anywhere. But I'm going to California in August, so that's my goal. 30 pounds gone by August 1st. That's like 7 months! I'm pretty excited for it. But it's a family reunion which sucks. There's no one my age. So hopefully I'll be able to take someone. But I doubt that'll happen.

Jersey Shore last night was pretty good. It's going to be an exciting season. I can't believe I actually watch that show, but it's a guilty pleasure. It's so entertaining. Along with that, 16 & Pregnant and Teen Mom are two of my favorite shows. Some people say it glorifies teenage pregnancy, but it's literally scared me out of child birth.

So the only good show on TV right now is Four Weddings. It's where four brides compete for a honeymoon vacation. It's okay. Sometimes these ladies scare me. Can you say bridezilla? I can't imagine that I'll be that way. Hopefully not. But that's a while from now.

I got my haircut today! It's two inches shorter. It's been wayyy too long since I've gotten a haircut. It was in August. That's disgusting. My hair looked gross but now it looks the way it does right after a haircut. It's all square looking, you know? At least girl haircuts don't look as stupid as guys do right afterwards. All guys look so goofy and I can't help but laugh. And it's true. You'll start noticing now.